me!!!

me!!!

5 days 

5 days 

spikes. stripes. plaid. american flags. (by VintageVirgin Jessica)
wishcandy:

Darling what have I done? by wishcandy  Lately I’ve been going back and forth between watching Six Feet Under and listening to the Scissor Sisters. It’s been a wonderful and interesting juxtaposition. Death and audio glamour. Been reflecting a lot on fear and not letting it rule everything. Embracing change and making mistakes. We learn a lot from mistakes and it’s important to do what we need to. We’ll do our best no matter what happens. We are stronger than we think we are. Take charge! P.S. - I put this lady up in my new shop.

wishcandy:

Darling what have I done? by wishcandy

Lately I’ve been going back and forth between watching Six Feet Under and listening to the Scissor Sisters. It’s been a wonderful and interesting juxtaposition. Death and audio glamour.

Been reflecting a lot on fear and not letting it rule everything. Embracing change and making mistakes. We learn a lot from mistakes and it’s important to do what we need to. We’ll do our best no matter what happens. We are stronger than we think we are.

Take charge!

P.S. - I put this lady up in my new shop.

forever single. and im okay with that. 

forever single. and im okay with that. 

real spit 

real spit 

Respect all swimmers

 Looking back to September of last year I can remember I couldn’t even complete a single lap in a competition pool without panicking and fearing I was about to drown. Not too much has changed (LOL) but I have developed a whole new mindset while developing my swimming skills. Swimming has taught me to catch myself when I am becoming nervous or tense. I have ALWAYS been the nervous type. When nervousness or fear of failure takes over your mind it is easy to dread or dislike the cause. I have taught myself to figure out where my dislike for certain activities is rooted. If it is out of fear or anger than I will challenge myself to conquer that activity before disliking it. Once November hit I was REALLY hating swimming and anything related to it. It wasn’t until I started hitting the pool outside of practice and lessons that I could truly appreciate and respect the activity. Swimming has also changed the way I have approached things in life.  Swimming takes hard work and development rather than solely talent.  No matter how much I have tried to fight the water in the pool it will always fight me back (AND WIN -____-). I have realized that I am actually fighting myself. Why do that? Its actually become enjoyable for me to catch myself when I am fighting the water. I take advantage of the things I can control like my breathing or my position in the water. Funny how these lessons can translate to other parts of  life. I will always have a love-hate relationship with athletic activity. More love though. 

BTW, competitng in my first triathalon in 6 days!! Wish me luck!!!!!

XOXO
Rosa  

first triathlon EVER in 6 days. hoping to battle my nerves for the swim part.

first triathlon EVER in 6 days. hoping to battle my nerves for the swim part.

California Dreamin’ of Coachella (by VintageVirgin Jessica)